Life · Poetry



It’s clear I obsess over moments
Good or bad
Does that manifest my anxiety ?
Does that aid in my insomnia ?
Would it help to ignore it ?
But you see
I have tried that
I do have times of comfort
When I’m surrounded
Lost in forced conversations
But that just creates more moments
I have learned to shake off embarrassment
Only in the moments
But when remembering
It’s sometimes sickening
Have you ever gritted your teeth when remembering ?
Created preventive plans
Only to forget when another one of those moments come around
I should just forget them
And when someone brings one up
Pretend as If I can’t remember
Because to them it’s a joke
And it’s sometimes ok
Well not really
I’m a little ashamed
Ok alot
How about we just not talk about it ?

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